Hi All , I really miss you all !!! Wahahahahaha …
Sorry for not writing my journal for such a Long time since May 2017 . Well , my man went into his cave and I have more me time . Reading back the posts I wrote in the past , I can’t help but to smile at the journal while reading .
I remember I say 2017 will be a ME year where I focus more on myself .
I can proudly say “I DID IT!!!” 😊
I went to took some of my insurance exam to refocus on my insurance career end of 2017 . Refocus back to myself instead of my love relationship .
After when I came back from my 2 weeks holidays in Australia last year, my man still did not have any definite answer on what direction he want for our relationship.
By the way he avoided me for a Month before we reconnect again .
What can I say I just love him for who he is 😂
Yes , We are still together !!!
I feel that we have evolved to a next level of relationship for the past 10 months . I opened up myself completely to him , and I have never felt so relieved in a relationship
In the past whenever my man go into the cave , I would have been in a emotional roller coaster . This is self sabotage.
Now , I just focus on myself and do happy stuff when he when into the cave .
After reading back my journal , I realised my life is much peaceful now .
I realised I have GROW SO MUCH when I FOCUS back on myself .
Loving myself and building confidence
My life is less drama now .
I Guess LOVING MYSELF is one of my core life lesson.
I am still learning to love myself and I am bless and glad that I am in stage of my life where I can see the changes in me when I first start writing my journal in 2015.
So happy that I write this post today .
I really appreciate you for spending your time to read my journal
Thank you very much
Thank you Universe for the guidance. May my light shines and make this world a little better place .🙏🏻
Love & Light
(Photo taken by Me when I am in Harbin this year 2018)